I’ve not been okay for a while. I feel like I’ve lost an important piece of myself but can’t figure out what the piece is.
My mission for 2013 is to figure out what it is that I’m missing and attempt to build my “inner jigsaw puzzle” back together.
I’ve not draw much for myself for the past year or so and realised drawing stuff for myself was what has always kept my spirit up when I’ve had hard time.
What should take me half an hour, now takes me two hours. That’s how rusty I am with personal drawings. Which is strange as I’ve done nothing but drawn all year. In fact, I drew and animated so much I inflamed a tendon in my wrist and had to spend months trying to heal it. But I’ve not drawn even a single, honest drawing for myself. Nothing, that feels like my own. Nothing, that actually cheers me up.
I’ve decided to change this. To find my missing “puzzle pieces” I’ll aim to draw something regularly and when I do, I will post it here. When I’ve finally found my missing piece I can look back at everything I’ve drawn and feel happy about the journey. :)
Hopefully I can think of less cliché subjects in the future…